People may think it’s all easy for me, for us..
Maybe because we smile, we laugh, and try to live as if nothing changed.
But that is not the truth.
Our lives will never be the same after losing you.

We miss you everyday.
It hurts most days, while other times, it’s okay.
I close my eyes and think about you. And it’s like you’re just a call away.
Then it hits me, you won’t answer anymore.

I look back to our conversations, chats, voicemails, videos and photos.
Damn.
It hurts.
To realize that you won’t be there when I come.

How my day went, that I cannot share to you anymore.
I won’t be able to hear you comfort me.
Or scold me. Or hear your voice of reason.
To finally accept that you’re gone is my goal.

But only God knows how long this yearning will be.
It may be forever.
Or until I get to see you soon.