{"id":176,"date":"2016-07-25T02:05:32","date_gmt":"2016-07-24T18:05:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/?p=176"},"modified":"2016-07-25T02:10:06","modified_gmt":"2016-07-24T18:10:06","slug":"176","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/?p=176","title":{"rendered":"My heart feels this way (lately)."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lately, the reality that I am coming back to Cebu to visit my Mommy has been hard for me..<br \/>\nI toss and turn.<br \/>\nNot knowing what to do or how I&#8217;d feel.<\/p>\n<p>Until I surrender, f*ck this sh*t! No more denying how I feel!<br \/>\nI realize now, it&#8217;s okay to be sad.<\/p>\n<p>Well, to simply put it, this song entitled Take me out of the Dark describes how I feel inside.<\/p>\n<p>Take me out of the Dark<br \/>\nby: Gary Valenciano<\/p>\n<p>Just what is it in me?<br \/>\nSometimes I just don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nWhat keeps me in your love<br \/>\nWhy you never let me go<\/p>\n<p>And though you&#8217;re in me now<br \/>\nI fall and hurt you still<br \/>\nMy Lord, please show me how<br \/>\nTo know just how you feel<\/p>\n<p>You have forgiven me<br \/>\nToo many times it seems<br \/>\nI feel I&#8217;m not what you might call<br \/>\nA worthy Christian after all<\/p>\n<p>And though I Love You so<br \/>\nTemptation finds its way to me<\/p>\n<p>Teach me to trust in you with all of my heart<br \/>\nTo lean not on my own understanding<br \/>\nCoz I just forget<br \/>\n<b><br \/>\nYou won&#8217;t give me what I can&#8217;t bear<\/b><br \/>\nTake me out of the dark, my Lord<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t wanna be there<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lately, the reality that I am coming back to Cebu to visit my Mommy has been hard for me.. I toss and turn. Not knowing what to do or how I&#8217;d feel. Until I surrender, f*ck this sh*t! No more denying how I feel! I realize now, it&#8217;s okay to be sad. Well, to simply [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=176"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":178,"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176\/revisions\/178"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/charla.seguerra.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}